It's an awkward thing, lying there and waiting for sleep to come, Shinjirou snoring quietly beside him while his thoughts chase one another through his mind. It's an endless loop of doubts, concerns, questions that he won't find the answers to. Jade wants to shift around, but that would mean disturbing Shinjirou, and that's something he's reluctant to do.

Eventually, he finally dozes off into a light, uneasy sleep. He wakes every hour or so, unusually fuzzy-headed, and winds up falling asleep again. By the time he truly wakes up, he's rolled away from Shinjirou, facing him with his back.

Carefully, he sits up, feeling no less disturbed than he had last night. It's still early, and if Shinjirou doesn't stir, Jade will simply take the pills and leave him for the moment.