He's made a mistake. Knowingly. Closing his eyes for a moment, he does his best to tune out the guest's voice. The sudden change in atmosphere, combined with the heavy sense of shame sinking into his stomach, makes him want to go and hide.

On the other hand, he wants to make up for failing Jade.

Nodding weakly at the guest, he obeys. One part of the order sounds oddly unpleasant to him. He doesn't want this man to see his face. Still he offers him everything he's asked for, legs apart and Shinjirou's eyes warily watching him.

He grips the edge of the couch again, this time not wrongly expecting to be treated with care. Jade's leaving, too. It's punishment, he thinks, and it's cruel. But ... this is the chance to prove himself, and so he tightens around the fingers digging around inside of him, remembering that the man seemed to be into it.